Monday, October 5, 2015
YOU and ME, A Separate Entity
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Labels: aches, decision, life, perohindipwede, relationship
Wednesday, April 29, 2015
Exit From An Escape
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Monday, October 17, 2011
Samahang Ignatians
Muntik ko ng makalimutan kung gaano ba kasarap ang makasama at makakwentuhan ang barkada. Sa mahabang panahon (tatlo, apat o limang buwan), ngayon ko lang napansin na matagal ko na din palang hindi nakakasama ang mga taong noon ay palagi kong nakikita at halos pagsawaan ko na ang mga mukha. Namimiss ko ang pagtawag niyo sa akin ng hindi ko alam kung dapat ba akong tumingin, namimiss ko ang tagay na halos puno na ang isang baso, namimiss ko ang ka-unlihan niyo :D, namimiss ko ang pagtatampo niyo sa tuwing magpapaalam ako para umalis, namimiss ko ang tawa at mga halakhak na naiiwan sa hangin sa tuwing tayo ay magkakasama, namimiss ko kung paano tayo mag-gaguhan,
Nasan na nga ba ang barkada? Hindi ko lang ba maramdaman dahil sa sobrang dami ng ginagawa o sadyang nawala na ang dating samahan? Para 'to sa inyo IGNATIANS, miss ko na tayo!:))
Sa loob ng apat na taon, nakasama ko ang barkada. Nakilala at tunay na minahal. Sa loob ng apat na taon, nalaman ko kung paano ba dapat makisama sa mga taong sa una ay hindi ko naman talaga kilala at maituturing na tunay na mga dayuhan sa aking paningin. Para sa inyo, pang habangbuhay kong itatagay ang sarap at saya ng ating samahan.:))
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Monday, November 29, 2010
Diverted.
I feel so INVISIBLE and yet I feel just so fine. Sick days do give me very good rests. This is a total disengagement from life's relentlessness which is too much of an irony. Aside from enjoying this "vacation", I also wonder how much I am losing or (maybe) gaining from this whole resting thing. Who knows? I think I'll just maximize the benefit of being home. I'm getting used to it somehow. Soon, this will be over. I am looking forward to it while I am busying myself with nothing.
*ciao*
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Tuesday, February 23, 2010
White Paper
I am always blank.
Nothing comes out or even comes into my mind. It is like everything turns this little meat inside my skull to be numb. It lacks out of neurons that's why I am playing idle all the time. The only battle I have to face is to think of how I would exist each time I am inside the battle field of my own life.
I am blank. I have nothing to talk about and I have nothing to feel. Maybe, everything is lost and everything just have to snap back into what it is used to be. It is a plain old justification of living dead. Maybe, I am just like a zombie or a puppet maybe, fully controlled by the surroundings and by the people around.
I am always blank.
I am wanting to do one thing but then again I always go against it. The pains of this existence have brought so much chaos and I get to think, "Does this prove anything at the very least?". Maybe the answer is no, it si just a full stupidity of wanting to avoid things and wanting to avoid feelings but it all boils down into meeting them, unconsciously.
I am always blank. And then I realized, I am just too tired. I am just too preoccupied and absorbed by things, by changes, by attitudes, by everything I mean.
I am always blank and this really needs a good rest.
*Ciao.*
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Labels: aches, boredom, family, friends, life, musing, random thoughts, self